07/12/2009

waiting game…

Posted in optimism, waiting tagged at 7:13 PM by babygrace2010

I’m not good at waiting.  I don’t have much patience – except with kids.  I have oodles of patients when it comes to kids.  The rest of life – np patience or very little.  So here I am waiting to know if I’m pg or not.  We did everything by the book – to exhaustion, actually :-). But fun making each other tired and enjoying the time together – DH was off several days before vacation, then vacation & then after.  So we truly do have the best odds getting pregnant that we’ve ever had.  That we may ever have.  He was off every single day we were supposed to have sex and it seems that my body cooperated.  We shall see.  I know that still doesn’t mean we’ll get pregnant this month, but I can’t help hoping & praying… I really have my hopes up for this month – for the first time in a long time.  And I’m trying ot prepare that it may not happen, b/c I know the odds can be against us… but I am keeping the faith… and hating the waiting game all the while.